Age

When i think about how much I've aged in the past 1 and a 1/2 years, it kills me. Eyes once unlined with worry are now bloated with fatigue and water retention. Late nights tossing and turning. My eyes are constantly boring into the invisible future, wondering, thinking, contemplating. F has aged alongside me...my ever eye-pleasing Butch Cassidy to this inner Sundance Kid. But....

I don't know or what we can do to feel youthful and unburdened again. Something tells me this isn't right, this mindless routine of running around the money wheel day in and day out. It's insane.

Forget SKII, fresh cucumbers and what have yous. The secret to happiness is lying in bed at 1am and 1pm without a single care in the world. Somehow I don't think we can afford this luxury in the near future.

Please excuse my banal negativity, but some days you just wonder how we got from Point A of wild abandonment to Point B of no return....